Thursday, December 20, 2012

Michellirium

      So I was reading about these tips on how to imrove your writing. They said to write, even when you have nothing to say (which I do often). Right now I'm delirious. I have a lot to say, I don't know where to start from, I don't know how to start.
      I don't know whether I'm happy or sad. But the point is, I decided to write everyday, for a week, and also write one paragraph per day for my "book" (yes I actually have a book I've been working on since June 2011 -actually I worked on it for about 3 months, but hey! I wrote about  20something chapters...
gee, I don't even remember. Time scares me- Anyway, due to stupid writing rules, a parenthesis shouldn't be bigger than the actual text so I shall end this).

       I'm listening to happy break up songs. I love happy break up songs. I think it's really cool to write something that sounds positive and happy, when you just had your heart broken. I never do that, I belong to the miserable part which whines all the time.
So, it's almost Christmas, and I'm excited as always. I'm living in hell right now, but I don't mind that much. Worst case senario, I will eventually lose it and kill my rabbit (yes, yes, that's the first victim).

I'm not sure whether you're getting good energy from me, or bad.
Alalalalalalala.


Wednesday, December 5, 2012

Estoy aburrida



I wish I could write a song. 
But instead I end up writing
crappy texts in which
I whine all the time. 

(there it is I’m doing it again!)




I like lyrics that rhyme. But I suck at rhyming. I’m having an existential crisis again. Like, what am I doing here, why am I here, where is my life going (girl’s gotta be a drama queen from time to time).


I always seem to have a plan, but I really don’t. My plan is a sketch. It seems pretty good, but it’s not really clear. I have no focus whatsoever. I haven’t made any big decisions yet. Hell I can’t even decide if this is going to be a serious blog, or just my personal diary. I keep telling myself it doesn’t have to be either one thing or the other. I don’t know whether or not I agree with that. 


Anyway! Instead of focusing on this blog, I will focus on myself... but maybe focusing on this blog, IS focusing on myself. Then again, maybe not…maybe I’m just procrastinating…



Now that I think of it, instead of focusing on myself, I’ll take my sketch and go focus on something meaningless.