Tuesday, November 26, 2013

Boom ka-boom (Spontaneous Emotional Combustion)

I always open a Word Document (subliminal advertising), being so confident that I will somehow, today of all days, manage to express my feelings.
I never post what I write. It's not that they aren't good enough.
Not anymore at least.
It's my uncertainty. Do I want the world to know (my 2 readers)?

I break down lately.

I'm listening to a new song. I pretend I like it all but when nobody's looking I skip almost half of it. It's really only the first 1 minute and 30 seconds that I like. Or 20 seconds.

I'm a quote person.
I have interesting quotes.
Cheesy quotes mostly.
Or smart quotes.
Or silly quotes. Interesting nonetheless.
I don't do well with texts.

Sunday, November 24, 2013

A we that became me

I looked at the mirror and saw your face; my reflection was gone.
It came back with a story to tell.
It's the same nightmare everyday.
I have your blood on my hands. I can't wash it away.

What did we want to prove? What did we win? What did we lose? 

I would beg you to stay, if i knew what to do.

Saturday, November 16, 2013

Lady Luck

I had some love. Small enough to slide it under your door.
You had some songs. Long enough to grow me weary.

It was late. So exceptionally late.
Too late.

I gambled my heart and lost my soul.

I couldn't keep up my end of the deal.