Enough helium to keep me up all night

I wish that days remain the same, 
in a sense 
that I remain as content
and as grateful
maybe even more.

I wish that I remain untouched;
untouched by time 
and all the weight it bears;
and by the misery, oh the misery
and the Saturday night desperation
and the ghosts around me;
untouched by loneliness

I wish that I always remain unrestrained, unsettled,  un - envious of however much others have. 

I wish that days remain the same,
because I do not have the need to think about
how they could be better days ahead
I cannot imagine
such a thing. 

Even though they always get better.